Friday and Kerja govermnt
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Permulaan weekend yg best.. walopun memula nye not so
Bukan nk menolak rezki tuhan..aku dpt offer goverment utk position "Fasilitator SchoolNet (FS)"
Xsgka dpt sbb even intervw dlm BM tapi soklan2 sgt tough
cume tak berapa bes position uncertainty sbb jawatan baru di create-contract
and tempat penempatan jauh amat ..Muadzam Shah
and lagi kene melapor diri ahad ni 28th June
then after intro course terus kene dok muadzam shah
aku smpi la conpius nk ke tak nk ke tak
lgsung memikirkan ape bakal jadik
jauh dgn mak ayah sayang and siblings
jauh sgt...
wat nye tmat kontrak aku unemployed payah jugak...ermmmm tuhan tolong
mlm smlm tahleh tdo..istikharah xdpt ape petunjuk..
mgkin aku slh wat atau mgkin aku selalu "terlupa Nya" ms susah aje baru nk ingt no so good servant...Tuhan pls
forgive me...
Smpi nk ptg still tak leh decide wheteher nk p atau let go aje....nnti la
Friday
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Kire oke la walopun still pening2 taktau nk decide pasal offer
Harini syg respond pd permintaan ku....
heheh yg plg best permintaan tak ditolak
erm i love u so much sayang...(erm sori ya pd sesape yg jelik baca kenyataan ikhlas ni)
Finally I grab one of celeb-designers' bag.. da lama adore tgl lagi tak dpat aje nk beli...thanks syg
gile bersopping dgn kak hajar- one of my collegue kat opis
erm actually she's nicest and wonder why i never knw hw nicest she was before...
before thought she doesn't like me...anyway she's my PM for project kat opis neh...
then after work p Putrajaya ... before both of us went to Putrajaya and wait for Nana(my second sis)...
Once again sayang made a confession...a confession yg smpi nk nanges (erm tak perlu la di hebohkan..huhu nntikegedikan bertambh)
Aku yg terharu smpi nk ternages ni last2 kene marah2-manja..he said i'm not serious...
no la sayang i knw that ur confession wasnt just a sweet-talk. can saw ur honesty when u said that
da nye hati perempuan...last2 terpaksa la pura2 no emotion (padahal...)
ye la lelaki bkn sng nk ber-confession cenggitu tanak dikatakan jiwang....huhuh..
xkisah la .....
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Permulaan weekend yg best.. walopun memula nye not so
Bukan nk menolak rezki tuhan..aku dpt offer goverment utk position "Fasilitator SchoolNet (FS)"
Xsgka dpt sbb even intervw dlm BM tapi soklan2 sgt tough
cume tak berapa bes position uncertainty sbb jawatan baru di create-contract
and tempat penempatan jauh amat ..Muadzam Shah
and lagi kene melapor diri ahad ni 28th June
then after intro course terus kene dok muadzam shah
aku smpi la conpius nk ke tak nk ke tak
lgsung memikirkan ape bakal jadik
jauh dgn mak ayah sayang and siblings
jauh sgt...
wat nye tmat kontrak aku unemployed payah jugak...ermmmm tuhan tolong
mlm smlm tahleh tdo..istikharah xdpt ape petunjuk..
mgkin aku slh wat atau mgkin aku selalu "terlupa Nya" ms susah aje baru nk ingt no so good servant...Tuhan pls
forgive me...
Smpi nk ptg still tak leh decide wheteher nk p atau let go aje....nnti la
Friday
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Kire oke la walopun still pening2 taktau nk decide pasal offer
Harini syg respond pd permintaan ku....
heheh yg plg best permintaan tak ditolak
erm i love u so much sayang...(erm sori ya pd sesape yg jelik baca kenyataan ikhlas ni)
Finally I grab one of celeb-designers' bag.. da lama adore tgl lagi tak dpat aje nk beli...thanks syg
gile bersopping dgn kak hajar- one of my collegue kat opis
erm actually she's nicest and wonder why i never knw hw nicest she was before...
before thought she doesn't like me...anyway she's my PM for project kat opis neh...
then after work p Putrajaya ... before both of us went to Putrajaya and wait for Nana(my second sis)...
Once again sayang made a confession...a confession yg smpi nk nanges (erm tak perlu la di hebohkan..huhu nntikegedikan bertambh)
Aku yg terharu smpi nk ternages ni last2 kene marah2-manja..he said i'm not serious...
no la sayang i knw that ur confession wasnt just a sweet-talk. can saw ur honesty when u said that
da nye hati perempuan...last2 terpaksa la pura2 no emotion (padahal...)
ye la lelaki bkn sng nk ber-confession cenggitu tanak dikatakan jiwang....huhuh..
xkisah la .....
Wedding
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weekend yg sgt penat tp best...sabtu lepas g kenduri sedara mak belah melaka kat maktab pdrm cheras, anak mak midah
erm ramai lagik rupanya sdara yg tak kenal tapi yg best semua tak sombong ..huhuhu ye la asik kenal yg belah pahang aje
rmi upanya sedara "dak ton" belah melaka...panggilan utk cikgu zaitun
itu pun mak ckp rmi lagi yg takde
yg plg best gather adik beradik eventhough kami ni tak le jauh mana tapi bkn slalu dpt gather..
and poksu yg funny pun ada 1x..erm ape pun beliau tetap d best pak sedara
yg plg tak best 1 aje ayah tak dpt join...he's always bz like usual no weekend for him..pity him..kalo ayah ada sekali lagi lagi best
when i said u shld take a rest for a while.. he said "ayah kerja kuat utk hari awak jugak.." ala sgt terharu...erm
kalo ikutkan tak mau dorg susah2 sgt..it's fine and okay for me if everyone (that i cared and loved)
can share my incoming "transition- of - life - with- someone - i loved" that's it
xmau mak and ayah sacrife bnyk sgt... ye la da bnyk yg dorg sacrife terasa aku pun tak da la give back a lot to them
i'm not really a gud daughter.. =(
i just want "my day" become a simple and mmeorable one..
Shoooopping
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Pas kenduri terus p wangsa maju ...melunaskan impian cidan dgn permintaan n kehendak beliau yg tak bapa munasabah
ape2 aje la asalkan awak tu nak belajar... kot ye awajk je pun anak lelaki harapan
Pas wangsa maju apa lagi jln TAR here we come...tmpt wajib utk raya-wedding and segala macam nenek kebayan
erm ikut le kehendak bonda..jln smpi pnat....
Dinner
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Erm ribut2 ributan g Kajang.. Sayang invited all of us plus acha n hilmy g Kajang to have dinner with allof his family...
Actually i loved the idea gathered with both families
thanks sekali syg terima all ofour family members..i'll try my best do the same
Erm tak best kenapa la tetibe kajang jadi sgt sesak..tak syok
After dinner bdn pun da pnat...p nite2 kat umah poksu...nicest ever....thanks god u circulated me with wonderful peoples
Result
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Lupa nk ceta
at last aku tnya pada poksu mnta pendapat dia sbb still aku da lagi masa kalo2 nk p jugak muadzam shah tu
bile da trg and he respond ... and last2 decided it better for me let go dulu
percaya rezki ada d mana2 tgl lagi nk grab ada effort nk grab aje.....
tuhan murahkan lagi rezki kami...kdg2 risau bnyk sgt menolak takut tuhan tak bagi da
tapi aku perasan aku selalu berdepan dgn pekara aku kene decide secara pantas
tapi kali ni aku tau rmi yg ckp aku akan rugi whatsoever tp
bile pk for the sake of mak ayah family and sayang .... takpe la
Sunday
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Plan nk bawak mak continue shopping ...lagipun dia balik bentong today... ajak poksu ikut sekali
Pagi2 sayang da msg ajak p tgk Transformers dgn kwn2 kat M.V
ala mals n tak bapa minat..on the phone.."xpe la syg p la tgk dulu dgn kwn2 nnti da setel bwk p org p sana..."
kata2 akhir ku....
Pusing2 lagi smpi pnat, cik wa gedik dpt naju baru,cdan dah bising2 nak blik and after anta mak kat bus station (nk hantar ke bentong mak tak kasi..lg pun bentong - kl estimated 45 min)
aku yg sudah pnat p la mid valley punye la ramai umat..aprking susah gile raser nk langgar aje..huhuhu
then g jumpa syang ..yg ado syang + zul (his BFF)..kesian nk tgk transformers full
Smbung lagik soping....smpi zul pun da blik duit pun hbis jln laju smbil cik cashier tersenyum tanda gumbire
N lagik try make up dpt make up idaman..best2..muah..huhuhu
Sempat tesermpak dgn anan and gf dia yg chomey..beliau bersama ery and adi ghopenye ade kat sini gak ..tak dpt tgk transformers
ape yg best sgt....mgkin aku sorg aje umat yg tak mnat
Keluar dr mid valley bila semua kdai da nk ttp
gile pencapain hebat sgt lama (terkecuali kalo p tgk mid night movie)
Tak daya da nk hantar wan ke semnyih ...syg leh tak da tak daya nk anta awak blik ..esok aje la amik keta awak..bwk la keta kite blik
Sampi BTS da gile tak larat..kaki ni da mnta ampun agaknye suh bertaubat utk jln2 huhuu
Smpi bilik bring2 dulu phone ringging
Sayang call ...b ni zul telefon ajak p karoke nk join tak...waktu malaysia waktu tu da almost 11 lebey
erm takpela p la dgn kwn2 awak have fun n enjoy da tak larat sesangat.....
ape la agaknye org laki mkn ni tak reti pnat lgsung..pelik bin ajaib
Da mandi alamak segar la pulak mata nih...bukak tv tgk E!..erm pasal MJ..kesian la pulak
kalo he was a MUSLIM hopefully RIP dgn org2 yg beriman
kalo tak pun stil RIP
harap2 kalo akhir2 usia aku pun aku bersama wonderful people,still circulated dgn org2 yg aku sayang kwn2 yg baik n everyone
direct and indirectly give impact to me......and harap aku dpt achieve pa yg aku nak dunia n akhirat aminnn....
Sebnarnya saja gedik2 tulis, dsmping mengupdate blog ..kononnye monday blues tapi 1 of my very good fren said
"meng gedik tu tak salah dlm perlembagaan tp gedik2 ada batas" hahhahahahah
